Adrenaline

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I will be away at Outward Bound School (OBS) @ Pulau Ubin next week for an entire week of nothing but adventure.

I'm looking forward to a rocking time at Pulau Ubin as I love camps, especially those in the wilderness which involves getting ourselves dirty. The whole togetherness with your groupmates is pretty awesome. I'm planning my pushing myself to the limit and see how far I can go. I would like to try kayaking for 7 hours straight, sing campfire songs, run around, break free. Miss me while I'm gone, probably having a blast.

안녕, SQ

Try and fail again

I can talk about my successes, but not my failures. Some failures are trivial to me, like failing a class quiz. Others created a rather great impact on my, leaving me with all the emotions jumbled up inside. I hate the feeling. I can't try to make it better. Only time can heal my wounds.

Now I'm guilt-stricken. I have absolutely no idea. No plan. It's as if I'm in a dream, walking around, dazed. It's as if I'm trying to escape from my worries but at the same time pondering over it calmly, totally numbed of any emotions. Such a great blow. A blow that knocked out all my sanity totally. Till now, I have not brought myself to believe that. Time's going a little forward and a little backwards. I'm confused.

Now, I know how it hurts to be a perfectionist.

If only there is no such things as failure or success.
If only no one bothers about failure.
If only no one is destined to fail.
If only success could come by as easily as failure.

Still loving,
SQ

And it was you, me and us.

Steph

With Linwen and Dan

With love

080208: Chinese roots

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New Year's Eve this year was basically:

珲春
Otherwise known as writing words you don't understand using brushes and then tossing it away.
Celebration in school (Boring)
The so called concert was uninteresting and cliche. Dances, songs, instruments, exchanged mandarin oranges. It was just doing what we had to so for the sake of doing it though I can't really help being stuck in restricted and uncreative Singapore.

Meetup (Finally!)

My girls decided to go hang out at Shan Jee's house. I had to rush home for the ridiculous reunion lunch before jackrabbiting over. It turned out I didn't really need to stuff my bowl of rice down my throat. Pizza and drumsticks were fingerlicking good. After we were done, we went down to the bowling alley to play. Long nails were never a good idea when it comes to bowling. I broke two but nonetheless, bowling is amazing fun.

Tthe remaining time were spent reminiscing about old times on the comfy couches. One word to describe that perfect afternoon: LOVE. I haven't had that much fun in such a long while. Nice.

xoxo,
SQ