080208: Chinese roots

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New Year's Eve this year was basically:

珲春
Otherwise known as writing words you don't understand using brushes and then tossing it away.
Celebration in school (Boring)
The so called concert was uninteresting and cliche. Dances, songs, instruments, exchanged mandarin oranges. It was just doing what we had to so for the sake of doing it though I can't really help being stuck in restricted and uncreative Singapore.

Meetup (Finally!)

My girls decided to go hang out at Shan Jee's house. I had to rush home for the ridiculous reunion lunch before jackrabbiting over. It turned out I didn't really need to stuff my bowl of rice down my throat. Pizza and drumsticks were fingerlicking good. After we were done, we went down to the bowling alley to play. Long nails were never a good idea when it comes to bowling. I broke two but nonetheless, bowling is amazing fun.

Tthe remaining time were spent reminiscing about old times on the comfy couches. One word to describe that perfect afternoon: LOVE. I haven't had that much fun in such a long while. Nice.

xoxo,
SQ

That strang girl is me

Anyway, I think I will be getting many premature wrinkles soon. I suspect very much that I'm going through a stage called the teenage menopause. I tend to get very very irked by things. Even very trifle matters. If you really know me last time, and you truly know me now, you would be surprised and totally baffled by the major changes in me.

In primary school, I was a really happy-go-out girl. I smile all day, shared everything, not giving a damn about what people think about me. That's how I used to live life the way I should. No negative thoughts, no pesky bitch fights, no hatred. Life was real good for me then.

But now? I still do laugh. Not as often though. I can't stand the thought of someone borrowing my stuff for more than five times. I constantly worry about other people's opinion. I'm bitter. I have many suicidal thoughts. Vulgarities could just flow out of my mouth like river. My mind is often clouded with angry thoughts. Day and night, I'm so filled with suppressed hatred for nothing in particular. I really miss the old me. But I know, nothing will ever be the same.

With love,
SQ

BFFs

Chinese New Year has been a long awaited festival for me ever since I became a tween. That's because I miss my ex-classmates so much. Life in secondary school has been really different without you guys. I really miss the carefree primary school life where we all study really hard together and at the same time goof around w one another. Not forgetting our mindless and maybe stupid gossips and ramblings. My primary school years is a part of my life that I would never forget.

I would like to say I love you all very much and I'm not even lying. Without you all, I won’t who or what I am today.

Cheers,
SQ