Futuristic

reminds me of Lady Gaga. U KNW HOW MUCH I LOVEEEEEEEEE HER. I can't wait for everybody in e whole entire world 2 parade arnd dressed up like this. COOOOL! Asian models FTWz/

It's been the same, same and the story's getting old

Urgh internet is fuckin lag nowadays. Todays weather was gloomy and cloudy. I stayed home to try and complete hw, proud 2 say im actually making progress and im rlly glad. Watched "Return to sleepover camp" starring my fave Angela Baker, online. It was kinda lame and stupid but e amt of gore was just right. Ok, maybe a lil' more wld be perfect. Hahaha.

Lemme recount how she killed the kids one by one: Dumping the cook in2 sizzling hot oil/ pouring gasoline down a guy's throat and then letting him smoke a joint, causing him 2 explode/ this guy's brain got eaten by rats/ another guy got his penis pulled off (was funny)/this girl got her face disfigured by metal wires/driving a stake through a guy's eye/crushing a black chick under a board full of spikes/skinning a boy alive O:

I've made plans 4 e weekends, pls dont rain on my parade. Swimming and suntanning on sat, alone time and going to west coast park on sun with siman. Then, sch reopens yo... finally. I know I sound like a cr8zy geeko right now but wtv.

Giraffe is slacking real bad. Fuck her.

To do list

Chem SIA report [nth much i can do if not every1 sent their pts]
Send out LA ppt to ppl
Prepare notes 4 LA block
Bio extra credit
Math ws corrections
Chem WS07
R&R 2 more to go
Chem Skill 2 rev ws

I WILL STUDY!

Progress report! :/

Can you spell cute?

Allison is the ultimate CUTENEZZZZZZZ!!!! And ANTM TWELVE is THE BOMB!

Makeover

She looks freakishly weird here but that's okay. (:

Ah-dorableeee. She sleeps with a soft toy!

Hahahahazzz, she looked so shocked. That black girl's a bitch.

I LOVE YOU ALLISON!!!!

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OH AND THIS IS FO/FELICIA, SHE IS GORGEOUS AS HELLL!!! Jealouzzzzz

This cycle is nothing but ultimate cuteness. Teehee.

School's out.

I'm so in love with this kid.

School holidays started? I didn't know because I was studying like I did every school week. Hm. Last day of school was spent on the bleachers of Jurong East Sports Complex after Nanyang Netball's victory match against Nanhua Sec. Bravioooo, nice game!

Kelly and I talked a lot, while munching on KFC calories, bathing in the evening sun. We are self proclaimed bored kids stuck in a boring hellhole, doing boring things, leading a boring life. True, look at what all sixteen-year-olds here are doing now. Pathetic...

See, I'm so bored I changed fonts. Courier New ftw. Gee.I need to go shopping! But i can't let myself do it. Because imma study my ass off, be rich and famous, so that i can leave this hole forever.

Make me graceful, my lady.

I realised I've left a lot of stuff in school so I'm unable make any progress so I should write about graces so that I won't let all this precious memories slip through my fingers like sand and fall into the flowing river of the forgotten.

Day 1: It's getting hot in here

• Bus ride to the camp site was spent talking about nothing in particular with Yuxuan. Yay, I love YX, she's so cute and nice to talk to
• 'Yours Graciously' is a workshop to teach us about... I'm not really sure because the lesson was so forgettable and dull. Hmm, the word is useless. What a bummer
• 'Make-me-over' is another workshop, teaching us how to put on makeup. In actual fact I didn't get any makeover and the woman refused to help me transform my uneven eyes or to unclump my eyelashes. Which means--useless

• Check in to our rooms and we were thrilled to find out we are all in one together. Yuxuan, Yingxuan, Chingying, Xiaoyou, Sarah, Jingfang, Siman and me. All the crazy people, of course I was the only sane one
• Malay Extravaganza-one big happy Chindian family. Sarah, Xiaoyou and I, the Indians and the rest decked out in feminine cheongsams

• The food sucked so I didn't eat, which was rather fortunate because I heard many upset their stomachs from the horrible food. That was the first time I've ever tasted rice so bland and tasteless
• Picture taking. F-L-A-S-H-I-N-G LIGHTS. Many people looked really sexy. And OMG, Mark Shones is so hot! Freak!
• Malay Dance was adorable but I was too tired to appreciate or have fun
• Bathed the Desperate Housewives way, watched Shutter (we are insane) and slept

Day 2: Party like a rockstar

• Woke up the earliest in my room but I know Yuxuan beat me to that
• We wasted precious time which was supposed to be used for rehearsals, but we practised a little in the end
• Interclass games were tensions rose and the mood did not encourage class bonding at all. Why? It's just a game. It would be much more fun if everyone was gayer. (As in happier)
• 'Effective Communication' workshop was suprisingly enjoyable. Good thing I didn't try to skip it. I love funny Indian men
• Preparation for formal dinner. Had a Desperate Housewives moment again but got everything in place, on the dot. Everyone looked gorgeous and pretty
• Class Parade was nerve wrecking, so much that I did not have the appetite to eat the chicken cutlet thing we had but went well, felt like a star with all the cameras flashing. Shaked my thang all the way down the red carpet with JingFang, without tripping or stumbling. Like Hiro will say, "YATAAAA"
• Lots of picture taking again, food was left forgotten and cold, how sad.

• Played games, ah so embarrassing but was fun
• Stoned @ Macs for a while with Kelly and got scolded by this teacher
• Went back in and stoned more
• And then we partied when the lights are dimmed and music, mainstream dance music starts blaring out of the speakers, surrounding us as we moved to the beat. HEAVEN

• Party ended but our feelings weren't dampened by the pouring rain until reality hits us, we have to get drenched in other to reach our rooms
• Mdm Leon (heroine) whipped out $100 from her designer handbag to let us buy umbrellas
• So we were happy and we slept early

Day 3: Graceful yet?

• Fiesta was disappointing and everyone was tired
• Nothing much to say except belly dance and our class rocks

WOOOHOOOOO,
SQ

Butterfly effect

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That's Allison from ANTM Cycle 12. Finally a new cycle, this time situated @ the Upper East side/Manhattan. She has really doll-like eyes, looks really sweet but she has an obsession with blood. Looks can be deceiving so never judge a book but its cover.

Life after GRACES has been utter boredom, nothing to anticipate, or look forward to. Just like that. End of climax. I'm feeling a little empty like this is my last ever, all-girls camp and now its... over.

I've been on a "Heroes" marathon for the past 3 days, figured I wasn't in the mood to get down to serious studying. Currently, I've finished watching season 3 episode 8. Thank god for the creators of "Heroes", every show never fail to surprise me. And the writers of the series are really clever. They bring joy to everyone who ever watched "Heroes".

Love,

SQ

Let the chemicals react.

GRACES CAMP IS OVER ))))))))))): I had so much fun w all these lovely girlies.
PARTAYYEEEEE.

Those Shanghai lights

BFFs hopefully.

I really miss those times we spent together. Three weeks of ups and some downs, and we survived them, together. Love yall and hopefully we will be all together again this year.

Retail therapy (sort of) with Siman again today. Bought makeup and some cute stuff. Orchard road is really fasinating. It is the only place where you see the fashionistas milling around among the fashion idiots and the colour blind. Went Zara as usual and my practice and efforts paid off, Zara's stilettoes did not pose as a challenge for me. Zara has really pretty stuff and I can't wait to have money and the boobs so I can go get those beautiful pieces off the racks.

And regarding my rant in my previous post, you shouldn't have commented. It may not even be about you at all. Your attempt to make yourself seem like the victim, pushing the blame on to me, was rather lame. I don't feel bad at all.

Whatever,
SQ

It was beauty killed the beast

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Do you know one of those days when you feel more worthless than a piece of trash or you feel like you are the fattest and the ugliest girl to ever walk this earth? Yes. Always happens on a Friday night. I hate this, gah.

And to a certain someone, I'm sure you know who you are. I think you are aware of the change in attitudes of people towards you. Well, I tried to give you a chance yesterday but you didn't treasure it. Today, you pissed me off big time. What you did today may seem particularly minor, maybe insignificant but there's so much frustration and tension built up in me.

So, it seems like I'm overreacting. Frankly speaking, I am really pissed off with your lack of initiative and effort. Sometimes, you don't even bother to think with your brains and expect everyone on to treat you like a big baby, telling you exactly what to do or doing all the mundane stuff for you. I AM ANNOYED AND PISSED WITH YOU WHICH IS WHY I HAVE BEEN AVOIDING YOU.

On a lighter, happier note, we are done with the choreography of the belly dance today. It's awesome, amazing, sexy, and everything nice. Stayed back to work on it. Love it! Belly dancers FTWzzzzz. We are going to kick asses.

I can't be bothered with homework. Sylar DID NOT DIE. Fuck fuck fuck.New heroes emerging... Exciting.

xoxo,
SQ

Another day @ school

Graces is NEXT wednesday. Time flies, literally. Had our dresses checked today and haha, no one has the same coloured dress as me so far. I hope Newled doesn't get the same colour as me for all I know cosplayish girls like her are very attracted to bright and non-monochrome colours. But I doubt it, for she will probably go in black, her favourite boring colour.

Makeup's not settled. Neither is my ethnic costume. Anal.

Look at Kelvin Tan. ultimate slacker who gave us an hour of free period because he couldn't get the sound to come out of the speaker (that idiot). He is a horrible teacher even though Geography don't need much teaching.

Xiaotong and Yuxuan, decked out in sexy belly dancing gears. Why so shy? That's our outfit for belly dancing performance during lifeskills camp (Fiesta). I'm in the belly dancing committee too. :D Only eight belly dancers yo. Oh and Yuxuan's wearing the dress as a tube top. Way to go.

And see what Eric Tan did to our computer? He decapitated it because he thinks he's long enough to reach for the projector switch, even though he is not. At least we all had a good laugh. Lessons nowadays are getting really boring and difficult. Ah well, that's school for us.

Hugs and kisses,
SQ

Shopping for grace

This weekend was not as productive as I expected but at least I managed to get homework and some revision done. For that, I gave myself a pat on the back. However, I succumbed to tempations again and watched four entire episodes of "Heroes". Guilty! The storyline is getting increasingly complicated and twisted and dark which really appealed to me, which is why I'm so addicted to it. (SYLAR...)

Heroes aside, I managed to buy killer heels and a dress today after shopping with Siman. So did she. I realised that walking in heels ain't as easy as it seems. For my case, standing upright with my heels elevated an inch above the ground proved to be as challenging as moving mountains. Okay, I may be exaggerating a little but you get the idea that I may fall face down during class parade. Get your sadistic laugthers ready.

But... I will heed Siman's advice to break the heels.

We had a whale of fun today even though my back and feet are protesting. Siman is such an amazing companion :D

Kranji War Memorial Outing

Smile, Mdm (supposedly) Leong

I'm hating Geography so much that I actually considered ponning the whole lesson today. But I'm being so paranoid, I just had to get back to class with Sarah to see if everything's okay. I don't want to get demerit points. It sounds horrible and Kelvin Tan is so not worth it. HE IS A FUCKING PERVERT AND A TEACHER WHO CAN'T TEACH AT ALL. Why is he even a teacher. Shall elaborate when I'm disentangle myself from my screwed up life.

Also, Kranji War memorial outing today, on a scorching afternoon of a fucking Friday. People keep on saying how sad they are feeling and yadayada but I don't feeling anything except lethargy and fatigue. The tour guide was telling us so many stories about the horrors of war, but it was simply too hot to concentrate, let alone feel anything about the many dead heroes. The point is to treasure the peace we have now, no use in feeling sad sad sad. Hypocrites.

Hugs and kisses,
SQ

V

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Yeah, if I were a boy, I would be peeing on girls who walk around holding one pathetic stalk of rose, parading around as if they were the best damn things on the street on 14 Feb.

This week was kind of busy. Wednesday was Yuhua Peer Tutoring Program after school. The secondary one students I was tutoring were adorable though we didn't get any work done.

Thursday was Sarah's birthday so we went along with the "suddenly-stand-up-and-sing-a-birthday-song" plan Minhui and I came up with. It went really well, giving both Sarah and Mdm Leon a shock. Their experssions were like: O: CLASSIC. There was Investiture so we got to slack for the rest of the time after lunch. Settled lunch at KAP with Yimeng and I felt so guilty eating strawberry sundae with a McChicken student meal. It did make me happy though.

Valentine's Day Eve: Gift exchanging frenzy was going on. It had never been of any significance to me (valentine's day I mean) so I didn't get anyone chocolates or presents. But still thanks to people who gave me gifts and an apple from Ping Ting!. I ate ALL the chocolates. (: CCA afterwards, whereby my juniors showed some love. So more chocolates yay! Alexander Jones is like our teacher-in-charge now but he will probably leave us again. ): He reminds me of a hamster! Even though I didn't talk to him, he's a cute thing to look at.

xoxo,

SQ

And the colours matched

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN, SIMAN!

Friday

was suprise birthday (cake) party. Kelly, you haven't told me about the super fail plan! And the reason why I missed out the fail plan is because of Yuhua Peer Tutoring thing and the a*** teachers in charge. NAG NAG NAG NAG. Yeah, a bunch of people were present. Cake was delicious thank you Rachel! Rena and Sarah LSE lives of the party, managed to get everyone squealing and running around. Cake and water fight ensued. It was hella fun. (: Hope we make you happy, Siman!

Saturday

was flag day. I enjoy doing CIP very much. I did something different with my hair and Yuxuan and Xiaotong was super shocked, didn't recognise me. Nah, I won't chop off my hair. Yingxuan got us all salivating over her pepper lunch.

So I teamed up with Siman to collect donations outside Bugis Junction.

MC Mongs/Blonde hair cutie/Shaggy rock star/Cigarette gangster
Heartless fuckers/Loving couples/Friendly daddies/Cute uncles
Loser ah lians and ah bengs/Fried chicken/Sundae/MRT rides
heavy tins :D

Basically that sums up the highlights of our day. I love flag days!

Sunday/Today

STUCK AT HOME DOING HW OH DANGGGG IDL IH SIA )))))):

Love,

SQ

Yummy little men.

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Yesterday we had a talk about Graces. Not exactly though but we were learning about stuff that guys don't like about girls. (Like VPL, too much makeup, messy hair... etc etc) But I'm dreading the so-called formal dinner. I don't like formal, I hate dresses, I hate heels. Urgh. They should just send us off for some bikini bootcamp or whatever. And Michelle wasn't in school because she's happily collecting angbao in Malaysia, lucky lucky lucky.

Our own CNY picnic: Michelle, Rachel, Kelly, Siman, Jingfang, Minhui, Sarah and Liyi with her sexy voice. We were exchanging CNY goodies. We had our little picnic by the fish pond. Oh my god, my heart ached. I miss our old classroom SOOOOOO much! Don't need to climb stairs and we could eat outside the classroom because it is considered ground level. Why the fuck do we have to change? ):

With love,
SQ

Proud as a chinese

Happy chinese new year (eve) to all of you loved by me! To those that I hate, please have a shiteous year of the ox, tyvm.

Thursday

There was health checkup so we didn't have to do zuowen! Damn happy so we were all fooling around, having the time of our lives:

I had to put this up because jingf looks so happy.

Friday

Huichun was suprisingly fun and we quickly get it over and done with and went to play. I seriously am in love with 411'09! After the horribly cliched CNY celebration, I went back to Rulang. Pathetic, it was only me and Yulin. Absence make the heart grow fonder. I miss miss miss Yulin so much my heart ached. BFFs! Oh and pls pls come to HCJC, then we can be together! Chatted for hours, non stop. I ate a lot and felt incredibly guilty because Yulin ate like 1/4 of what I ate.

Saturday
I attempted to finish holiday homework, halfway through feeling really fucked up in the ass. Come on, it's HOLIDAYS! However, I enjoyed doing ISL.1 though. Then went to get CNY supplies (pineapple tarts and love letters!) and ate dinner outside. O: *YAWN*

Sunday/Today
Semi reunion lunch @ my granny's house. She's the only woman alive capable of making veggies taste awesome, I swear. Semi because only my family turned up which is quite sad. And judging by the angbao money I am receive, the economic downturn really fucked asses. Please please, I need money! Hopefully better luck tmrw when I put on my hypocritical smiley face and start saying happy chinese new year to relatives in a sickeningly sweet voice. Urgh.

Oh and I shall resist new year goodies. But I'm eating steamboat later, yummy!

This is beauty, girls.

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For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.
For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair, let a child run his fingers through it once a day.
For poise, walk with the knowledge you’ll never walk alone.

-Audrey Hepburn

Monday blues

First of all, happy birthday to you, You Jia! I know what are kind of drifting apart now but still, have a really sweet sixteen!!! Xoxo And also TONGMENG, happy legal birthday! I love you tonnes. Thanks for always listening to my rantings and bitching. Muackssss gossip partner!!!

Today was rather boring. (All Mondays are anyway.) So the regular mundane stuff we have to start getting used to. The don't talk about it remainder/factor theorem quiz and the I don't give a damn chinese letter we had to write about education shit. Then it was PE. It's seriously darn fun like I don't mind playing tennis for an entire day.

Siman came over after school to do homework. She's pretty darn proud of her history assignment. I was helping her do the vintage effect thing to her newspaper report about pissed Germans, burning the paper (almost burning the house down) and dabbing coffee. I told her to take my help as a way of thanking Shirlene Tieh for helping me pass history. She better love vintage and give Siman A1 for the assignment. (My dad wasn't happy about us using up 2 boxes of match!)

Hugs and kisses,
SQ

TGIF

Ice cream + friends

Awesome combination. (L's coolest nightmare)

Love, SQ

An afternoon of spastism

Mdm Leon's back today after being sick for two days? And James Tan had to come in during class contact time because we ain't got no form teacher nor co-form teacher. Pathetic. Geography was hilarious. This 18-year-old dude called Mr Huang was our relief teacher. I cannot stand him because he is so random/spastic/weird. He teaches Geography like he's telling us a story about the medival times when knights go round hunting for hot princesses. The worst time was he actually rolled his eyes. Twice. Once at Sarah for bursting out laughing and then at me when I asked a nonsensical question and broke his train of thoughts. Hahah, serve him right.

Siman came over after school today to do homework. Well we didn't really do much but we did homework. Somehow, teenagers our age are easily distracted so we ended up doing some major facebook album stalking. And then we saw Sarah LME's album and Siman was giggling like a currypuff, going crazy because the effects were quite spastic. Hahah. So I was like, "Hey, I've got a software on my bro's laptop that can take this type of pictures."

We ended up:

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I have to rush Chinese SIA. Shit, I've got to start going at supersonic speed and pray that people stick to the schedule so that we won't be dead on Friday. I'm crossing my fingers!

With love,

SQ

Weighing scale, talking pillows

When I am lonely @ night, they talk. [source]

Yesterday accompanied my dear Siman to expo (at another end of Singapore) for some metro sale thing and we ended up feeling very disappointed because the clothes there were either auntie or plain hideous. So we left with only a ten dollar dress each.

But, we ate a lot. Donuts + fried chicken + ice cream. Then we came to school and realise we have to take height and weight. OH DANG. So I'm like fucking heavy and to make matters worse, I shrunk by 1cm. ONE FUCKING CM. Please tell me that this is not scientifically possible and its the damn machine that is screwed. Pfft.


xoxo,
SQ