It was beauty killed the beast

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Do you know one of those days when you feel more worthless than a piece of trash or you feel like you are the fattest and the ugliest girl to ever walk this earth? Yes. Always happens on a Friday night. I hate this, gah.

And to a certain someone, I'm sure you know who you are. I think you are aware of the change in attitudes of people towards you. Well, I tried to give you a chance yesterday but you didn't treasure it. Today, you pissed me off big time. What you did today may seem particularly minor, maybe insignificant but there's so much frustration and tension built up in me.

So, it seems like I'm overreacting. Frankly speaking, I am really pissed off with your lack of initiative and effort. Sometimes, you don't even bother to think with your brains and expect everyone on to treat you like a big baby, telling you exactly what to do or doing all the mundane stuff for you. I AM ANNOYED AND PISSED WITH YOU WHICH IS WHY I HAVE BEEN AVOIDING YOU.

On a lighter, happier note, we are done with the choreography of the belly dance today. It's awesome, amazing, sexy, and everything nice. Stayed back to work on it. Love it! Belly dancers FTWzzzzz. We are going to kick asses.

I can't be bothered with homework. Sylar DID NOT DIE. Fuck fuck fuck.New heroes emerging... Exciting.

xoxo,
SQ

What irks me: Newled

How dare to lie about me not doing anything project when she was the one who mops as big 500 pound fat ass around doing nothing. Well, let me tell you about our wonderful day out. Newled and I was supposedly going to Orchard Road to do survey. I said supposedly because all the time, it was ME who was doing the talking and confrontations all the time. And all she did was to tag along behind and spoil my image.

You know what the fuck is she wearing?? A thick denim jacket. I swear it increases temperature by 30 degree Celsius. A black top inside that consist of 2 layers. A 3/4 length skirt with horrible flowers on it and screams," Make me into a curtain!" How incredibly cute and adorable and lolitha! The outfit just need more lace to be cuter!! *Squeals*

(Fyi, the lace part came out of her mouth.)

To make matters worse, we were walking around on the streets from morning to afternoon. It starts to get freaking hot at around 11. Whiny pig decided to keep her jacket on in case some chee ko pek come and start stroking her fat arms. Wait. it's the roti prata man, who wants to use her flabby arms to make roti prata! Therefore, she had to cover herself up and roast herself to death.

And the worst thing was, her whining.

Aiyo, so hot arh! Come here also do nothing! (Ahem, you are doing nothing.) I want to go home and study and study and study. Aiyo, very tired leh. Shouldn't have come lor...

She won't even give me a break. I was tired and thirsty from all the asking (though not a lot but still) that I decided to get ice cream. In an attempt to suppress all her irritating whinings, I suggested she get ice cream too. Of course she wouldn't, she's heavy enough already. Then it got worst. She went on to teach me about the fats in the ice cream and her life time plan of saving money to buy costumes that she would never in her lifetime squeeze in. So, I tried to hand the asking job to her. She's a total social outcast.

When I asked her to ask some guy to help us do a survey, she was SOOOOOOOO scared!
Her lips turned white and she started shivering with fright. She said,''Don't want lar!" So I thought maybe she was scared of talking to the opposite sex since poor little pig obviously have very little experience with.. Hmm, I pointed out a woman for her to ask. (My ice cream is half melting already.)

" Don't want lar!"

she squealed again.

Or maybe she means:
"I'm a total loser that don't know how to interact with strangers let alone ask them to help us with a survey. I'm so scared!"

I so mad that I yelled at her," You ever one also don't dare to ask, come here for what? Follow me around like a dog arh?!" She was silent.

And this is my interpretation of her silence:

YES! I come here to follow you around! I also want to whine to you since I'm a loser and no one listens. And yes! I'm very scared! I'm a totaly coward! So I have to tag along. I don't dare approach strangers.
And the reason why I came is so that I can complain to you and then you will think I am really really hardworking and clever!

Then, she saw her best friend, ZiQingm and she started to act cute! PUKE.

The reason why I brought this up was Delwen Nah Yi Xuan is so full of herself for letting her tuition mates do 20 surveys. She thinks she deserve a trophy or something!
And she brought home the whole stack of done survey! So that she can show her parents that SHE did something.

Dear Mr and Mrs Nah,
Your darling little daughter did NOTHING. She brought home the stuff I did to show you guys!
No wait, I mean to deceive you guys! Your daughter is sooooooooooo immoral!
How sad. Maybe you guys should teacher her more manners or something! And try to convert her into something... thinner and less loser-ish.
Wishing you all the best in this torturous reform journey!

Fuming,
SQ