It was beauty killed the beast

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Do you know one of those days when you feel more worthless than a piece of trash or you feel like you are the fattest and the ugliest girl to ever walk this earth? Yes. Always happens on a Friday night. I hate this, gah.

And to a certain someone, I'm sure you know who you are. I think you are aware of the change in attitudes of people towards you. Well, I tried to give you a chance yesterday but you didn't treasure it. Today, you pissed me off big time. What you did today may seem particularly minor, maybe insignificant but there's so much frustration and tension built up in me.

So, it seems like I'm overreacting. Frankly speaking, I am really pissed off with your lack of initiative and effort. Sometimes, you don't even bother to think with your brains and expect everyone on to treat you like a big baby, telling you exactly what to do or doing all the mundane stuff for you. I AM ANNOYED AND PISSED WITH YOU WHICH IS WHY I HAVE BEEN AVOIDING YOU.

On a lighter, happier note, we are done with the choreography of the belly dance today. It's awesome, amazing, sexy, and everything nice. Stayed back to work on it. Love it! Belly dancers FTWzzzzz. We are going to kick asses.

I can't be bothered with homework. Sylar DID NOT DIE. Fuck fuck fuck.New heroes emerging... Exciting.

xoxo,
SQ

Another day @ school

Graces is NEXT wednesday. Time flies, literally. Had our dresses checked today and haha, no one has the same coloured dress as me so far. I hope Newled doesn't get the same colour as me for all I know cosplayish girls like her are very attracted to bright and non-monochrome colours. But I doubt it, for she will probably go in black, her favourite boring colour.

Makeup's not settled. Neither is my ethnic costume. Anal.

Look at Kelvin Tan. ultimate slacker who gave us an hour of free period because he couldn't get the sound to come out of the speaker (that idiot). He is a horrible teacher even though Geography don't need much teaching.

Xiaotong and Yuxuan, decked out in sexy belly dancing gears. Why so shy? That's our outfit for belly dancing performance during lifeskills camp (Fiesta). I'm in the belly dancing committee too. :D Only eight belly dancers yo. Oh and Yuxuan's wearing the dress as a tube top. Way to go.

And see what Eric Tan did to our computer? He decapitated it because he thinks he's long enough to reach for the projector switch, even though he is not. At least we all had a good laugh. Lessons nowadays are getting really boring and difficult. Ah well, that's school for us.

Hugs and kisses,
SQ

Shopping for grace

This weekend was not as productive as I expected but at least I managed to get homework and some revision done. For that, I gave myself a pat on the back. However, I succumbed to tempations again and watched four entire episodes of "Heroes". Guilty! The storyline is getting increasingly complicated and twisted and dark which really appealed to me, which is why I'm so addicted to it. (SYLAR...)

Heroes aside, I managed to buy killer heels and a dress today after shopping with Siman. So did she. I realised that walking in heels ain't as easy as it seems. For my case, standing upright with my heels elevated an inch above the ground proved to be as challenging as moving mountains. Okay, I may be exaggerating a little but you get the idea that I may fall face down during class parade. Get your sadistic laugthers ready.

But... I will heed Siman's advice to break the heels.

We had a whale of fun today even though my back and feet are protesting. Siman is such an amazing companion :D

Kranji War Memorial Outing

Smile, Mdm (supposedly) Leong

I'm hating Geography so much that I actually considered ponning the whole lesson today. But I'm being so paranoid, I just had to get back to class with Sarah to see if everything's okay. I don't want to get demerit points. It sounds horrible and Kelvin Tan is so not worth it. HE IS A FUCKING PERVERT AND A TEACHER WHO CAN'T TEACH AT ALL. Why is he even a teacher. Shall elaborate when I'm disentangle myself from my screwed up life.

Also, Kranji War memorial outing today, on a scorching afternoon of a fucking Friday. People keep on saying how sad they are feeling and yadayada but I don't feeling anything except lethargy and fatigue. The tour guide was telling us so many stories about the horrors of war, but it was simply too hot to concentrate, let alone feel anything about the many dead heroes. The point is to treasure the peace we have now, no use in feeling sad sad sad. Hypocrites.

Hugs and kisses,
SQ

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Yeah, if I were a boy, I would be peeing on girls who walk around holding one pathetic stalk of rose, parading around as if they were the best damn things on the street on 14 Feb.

This week was kind of busy. Wednesday was Yuhua Peer Tutoring Program after school. The secondary one students I was tutoring were adorable though we didn't get any work done.

Thursday was Sarah's birthday so we went along with the "suddenly-stand-up-and-sing-a-birthday-song" plan Minhui and I came up with. It went really well, giving both Sarah and Mdm Leon a shock. Their experssions were like: O: CLASSIC. There was Investiture so we got to slack for the rest of the time after lunch. Settled lunch at KAP with Yimeng and I felt so guilty eating strawberry sundae with a McChicken student meal. It did make me happy though.

Valentine's Day Eve: Gift exchanging frenzy was going on. It had never been of any significance to me (valentine's day I mean) so I didn't get anyone chocolates or presents. But still thanks to people who gave me gifts and an apple from Ping Ting!. I ate ALL the chocolates. (: CCA afterwards, whereby my juniors showed some love. So more chocolates yay! Alexander Jones is like our teacher-in-charge now but he will probably leave us again. ): He reminds me of a hamster! Even though I didn't talk to him, he's a cute thing to look at.

xoxo,

SQ

And the colours matched

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN, SIMAN!

Friday

was suprise birthday (cake) party. Kelly, you haven't told me about the super fail plan! And the reason why I missed out the fail plan is because of Yuhua Peer Tutoring thing and the a*** teachers in charge. NAG NAG NAG NAG. Yeah, a bunch of people were present. Cake was delicious thank you Rachel! Rena and Sarah LSE lives of the party, managed to get everyone squealing and running around. Cake and water fight ensued. It was hella fun. (: Hope we make you happy, Siman!

Saturday

was flag day. I enjoy doing CIP very much. I did something different with my hair and Yuxuan and Xiaotong was super shocked, didn't recognise me. Nah, I won't chop off my hair. Yingxuan got us all salivating over her pepper lunch.

So I teamed up with Siman to collect donations outside Bugis Junction.

MC Mongs/Blonde hair cutie/Shaggy rock star/Cigarette gangster
Heartless fuckers/Loving couples/Friendly daddies/Cute uncles
Loser ah lians and ah bengs/Fried chicken/Sundae/MRT rides
heavy tins :D

Basically that sums up the highlights of our day. I love flag days!

Sunday/Today

STUCK AT HOME DOING HW OH DANGGGG IDL IH SIA )))))):

Love,

SQ